Its been awhile...
- Staind
Its been awhile since I've blogged regularly, or felt like I was on holiday.
Time goes by so quickly.
Stuck in a moment and you can't get out.
Since her face lit up like that when she spoke about....
Since I've seen her mysteriously happy.
Can she feel it?
Would I know?
Can I understand?
Would it be possible if I had felt this before?
Can I really live vicariously
... through her.
... through them.
and for how long?
My head throbs and stomach tightens.
Now its me.
Mind floating in superconciousspace.
The clock ticks in head and heart.
Rational. Reasonable. Real.
Reality check 1, 2.
Testing.
Disconnect.
Hang up.
Welcome to my head.
I don't quite understand either.
posted by karuna @ 3:15 AM
4 comments
4 Comments:
Your's is more complicated than mine...here I am thinking that nobody can decipher what is inside my brain....
'superconciousspace'. I'm going to use that word. With due credit to you ofcourse. ;) Wishfulthinker, he say, when not to understanding, to consume large quantities of favourite alcohol and just yenjoy like yanything'. :)
I've read some scientific maxim that says 'No system can define itself.' The theory being the moment you can define or describe another system - life forms, weather - you can immediately master it. Which is why there's so much strife in the world apparently - we don't get our own species.
Gosh.Am I even making sense here?
Sorry. Will stop now.
LOL..life suddenly feels normal again.I loved your previous post and did come back to read it several times.Just didn't have the right words to do any justice to it.
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